How I Wasted My 2018 In A Productive Way!!

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How I Wasted My 2018 In A Productive Way!!

Let's start,oh sorry let's restart my blog by giving you some det's about me.
So,HI! I am __________ ;)..No that's not an error, it's just that i dont wanna reveal who i am..
Because a lil effort should be put to know who i am?
After countless backspacing and efforts to revive my blogs, here i am with another blog.
A more about me, a less about the world.
So lets get started.....

As the title suggests, it about how i spent my year 2018!

Before typing..this I had to go down the memory lane and after re-visiting everything, the only thing that came to my mind was-" I was such an idiot!"

This is i think a common reaction of everybody because everything we do in our past somehow haunts us or just makes us think-"I should had done it this way" or "No thats was so stupid"

Im a really focused person, no seriously;P. I started my year with alot of enthusiasm as we all do, but what came further was not planned. After my first year in college ended, i wanted to gain some experience as i had this thing that if i graduated i directly want a good job with a hefty salary. For which i started going for interviews, etc. I had this really creative resume which i created for that kick-ass first impression. But that's when my teacher told me to first get enrolled in a  course. So i did what it is called a Certification course in Digital Marketing. I learnt alot about Social media, Affiliates,blogging,etc. I started blogging and affiliate marketing simultaneously to get a better understanding. I started blogging just for fun and affiliate was my focus point. But to my surprise, my blogs started doing well. I used to get 2k-3k views per blog. My affiliates din't worked so i stopped. I blogged for about say 5 months daily. Remember i mentioned about resume and jobs, I got a call guys!!!! It was a well reputed media company with a huge show-biz. My parents got so happy and were super proud of me. My friends were surprised when did i do all these things. I had what i wanted-" Job with a reputation". I started working. It was like from morning 8 to 2 I had my college and then after 2:30 till 11 i had my job. In the initial days i was super excited and used to work out of my capacity to get things done. Ps- Never work out of your capacity because if you do something quickly and perfect they are gonna hand you some more and in this way you will work more than others in the same salary.

The Initial days were good,But was i Happy? I started facing problems with my health and even my studies. As i dint got my 8 hours of peaceful sleep plus no time to have food or rather healthy food. Everything was disturbed from my routine to my inner peace. I used to be really upset as even after putting efforts no one came and gave that deserved pat on my back. My conservative parents were upset as i was always late.Most importantly i stopped blogging :(. For the world everything was going great as among all my peers i was the one with a stable job. Every other friend of mine was either doing call centers(BPO) or just wasting time. But atleast they were in peace.

One day i posted the required content(i was a social media executive) and was about to leave just when my senior called and told me that there is an important article which was just in and need to go on air in 5 mins(mind you it was 12:30 in the night). I did my job, checked,re-checked, confirmed the post and posted. After my job was done, i packed and left the office.(The watchman was really caring, he asked me if i require him to drop me home.) I left and catched my bus, while constantly getting calls from home about my whereabout. As i reached halfway i got a call from my senior. He was really angry and fuming. He gave me a full description as to how disappointed he was because i din't tagged the fan clubs of that celebrity in that article (clear instructions from him to not tag those as they were not genuine a day before, which he forgot). I was really upset,sad and angry i heard everything but dint listened. I was blank in the half part of my conversation. Just when he was about to end the call i just said 2 words-" I'm quiting"

I cant tell you how relieved i felt after that. 

People told me i will regret this and can never get such a high profile job.

But i knew what i wanted- PEACE!

So this is how my 2018 ended.

It was productive but i wasnt doing what i loved so according to me i wasted it. 

I hope you like my blog and comment down below what you did in 2018.

What do you prefer a reputed job or peace of mind?

Love,

XOXO.

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